Today's Pooch Cafe'
Music: Widespread Panic - Walkin'
I was 100% sure I didn't have to go into work 'til 4pm tonight. Apparently it was 1:30 this afternoon. Boy do I feel sheepish.
I was going to steal Jill's survey and do it on my blog, but I decided I'd just done one of those pretty recently and didn't need another one. So then I had something great that I was going to post about, but in my trip from the bed to the computer, I have forgotten.
NOOOOOOOO!!! I just realized I missed ER tonight! Ray Liotta was on, and it was supposed to be really good! BAH! Stupid Thursdays.
Oh, now I remember what I was going to talk about.
I had decided this afternoon that I was going to be the bigger person between Kyle (an ex) and me by talking to him. I had decided at one point that I wasn't going to talk to him 'til he talked to me first, but then I realized over the summer he'd sent me a postcard and sometime this school year, I think, he'd sent me an email with some information on donating eggs (something I've wanted to do for a long time).
So I messaged him, letting him know that I'd changed all the things that were the reasons he wouldn't talk to me anymore. I didn't change them for him, I changed them for me. Because I needed to change. But I just thought I would let him know that I was no longer the person he thought me to be. That maybe we could both stop being so pig-headed and stubborn and start talking to eachother again.
And you know what he did?? He signed off. Then signed back on, and didn't reply. So I went to work, left my messenger up to see if he'd reply. Nope. So I guess that was my futile effort at trying to save some sort of friendship that I used to have. Maybe I shouldn't have waited so long. But you know what? It doesn't matter anymore because I've gotten off my chest what I needed to towards him, and now I feel better. He can do with it what he wants.
4 comments:
haha, i read thru some of ur previous posts and reli laughed out loud. juz wanna say i enjoyed reading ur posts hah, and um i'm havin the thinking of how diff life is over thr in the other half of the world and that the earth indeed turns all the while, cos i'm suffering frm a hollow feeling of not-knowing-what-to-do-with-my-life. (read my blog if u haf time to understand this.) N I think i'm gonna be one of the readers here pretty often. And um, wad sort of store is Pooch Cafe? The way u describe what happens thr is kinda funny haha... And do u mind if u sorta tell me exactly wad's Thanksgiving? Cos a pen pal frm the States is comin to Singapore with his school reli soon and he says they're havin thanksgivin dinner with us so i was hoping to get some info frm u as i read somewhr in ur previous posts sth abt Thanksgiving too. Hee, sorry i wrote so long, cheers. Hope we can be overseas frens haa. I'm 16 though, in all i'm havin a sort of "blank" period where i feel like i'm drifting ard, but after reading ur post, ur black humor sorta perks me up and i'm feeling all right again. ( Again, refer to my blog to understand ha), thanks.
awwww! thanks for that great comment!! :) he really is a stupid boy...and very confusing. i thought we girls were supposed to be the confusing ones?? oh well.
thanks again :)
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